Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Febuary- Love less valentine for the 4th year
March- Very first International assignment Tennessee, USA
April- Classroom training and meeting new friends
May- Shop 'till I drop almost everyday
June- US Road trip
July- Minnessota Assignment and bye bye USA
August- Jabi everyday
Sept- nothing much
October- My birthday
November- All souls day to visit Mama Ester and Sis Bday celebration
December- GrandMa passed away
- Got my Car :-D
That was my 2008 fun filled year. I'm looking forward to face another adventure in 2009.
Happy New year family, friends, office mates, church mates may you all have a prosperous new year ahead!!!!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
So what's up with this holiday season for me? well not much I think, so long as all my love ones are with me with good health and some money to spent, that's more than enough blessing to be thankful for this Christmas..really!.
And I successfully passed through edsa with bumper to bumper traffic for the second time today..Yihhhaaaa! It's gonna be a new routine from now on
Although nothing really special happened to me on this very special Day to everyone. The thought of Christmas still gives me happiness inside out...
To all my Family friends office mates Have a Blessed and Merry Christmas to all of you....
Friday, December 19, 2008
Thursday, December 11, 2008
So after shift, I walked to Shaw Boulevard while carrying my bag full of goodies on one hand and hamonado on the other, ride a bus like my everyday regime when suddenly along Ayala Edsa the bus struck the rare side of a brand new BMW car wrecking the rare end of the car. Well honestly, I pity the owner of the car but that wasn't my concern that time. I don't wanna walk with goodies on both hands on the center of Ayala Edsa with bumper to bumper traffic because it was a rush hour (8:00 AM) but do I have a choice don't I? Yes I walked away from siting comfortly while carrying my goodies to get out from the bus. And because it was my lucky day the handle of the bag worn out and I just realized I forgot my hamonado on the bus after walking away from two shouting people (BMW driver and the bus conductor) for about 10 minutes. Yes! I went back to get my hamonado while sweating big time on the street. One lucky day! that experience increase my longing to get a car soon.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
I'm a guy who likes cheesy stuff which I know kind off deviant to other guys who like guns and war movies. That's probably the reason why I appreciate the book. I'm not into love story and stuff but I like vampires and ware wolves movies. Darn it! I don't have sense of topic when I write, I tend to say Lot's of things about stuff not related to what I would like to say, that makes me become frustrated writer/blogger.
I'll try to focus this time in writing and not to jump into different ideas. I'm gonna play movie critic in my own way (walang manlalait)
The best part of the movie was the Collins baseball game "vampire's version" when they invited Bella to witness the fun when suddenly the group of other vampire intervention appears elegantly on the scene and when James tries to smells the blood of Bella where the Collin family strike a defense pose for Bella, nice! . It was so real book like details for me at least. The vampire moves was superb, it amazes me like the quidditch match in Harry Potter movie series.
The eye to eye contact and conversation of Bella and Edward was convincing, I bet teenagers will never forget the scene and the line " So the lion fell in love with the lamb" and the scenario there.
there are lots of things changed from the book to the movie story but the movie is spontaneous so I guess it didn't really matter a lot. Just to mention, before the phone conversation scene of James and Bella they should have shown that more. Also, how Bella escaped and it was on the airport not on the hotel .The ending was super cheesy and I don't like that anymore masyado na maarte.
Looking forward to read the next book :-D got to go to bed now! cheers!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
I've been hearing so much about the movie Twilight. Out of curiosity when I got a chance to stop and pass through every National Bookstore I happened to always asked for this Book and it was out of stock-like-crazy everywhere. And one night before the mall closes I have decided to dropped by before going to my Grandmas wake since I'm pretty much sure I'm not gonna be able to sleep again, and I was right by the way. So, I went to "fully booked". As soon as I entered the black shinny hard bound book from Stephanie Meyer was on the first table and it looks like it was the last piece available.I was contemplating on buying it because I haven't read any yet from that author. So, I asked the sales lady " Is this the last one?" she said yes. She started to open her mouth again and said "Sir kung ako bibilhin ko na yan kasi next year pa ulit mag babagsak nyan" So i grabbed it and say bye-bye to my 699 pesos.
I haven't finished reading yet, I'm on Chapter 10. My goal is to finish the book asap and watch the movie. So far, I don't like it but I appreciate the idea of Vampire-Human relationship mortal non mortal love interest kinda stuff yadah yadah.Actually I bought the next sequel already and yes as I mentioned earlier don't like the book but I have the next part (lol) ...You know I'm crazy and I always will!
Ayt, so much for this stupid blogging got to go back to the book
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I know you'll not be able to read this anymore and it's too late to write a letter to you. But as a tribute I would like to write to you and say few things how you have lived your life.
I would like to apologize for not being there with you when you needed me the most. Thanks for being so proud of me. Thanks for taking care of me when I was a baby while Mama and Papa are busy working and still adjusting to their new family life uncertainty. I will miss you cleaning my ears in the morning until I fall asleep on your lap again and when I woke up I have my favorite champurado and longanisa on the table. You want everything done in your hands for us. foods..laundry...care..It's all for your love. I have many things to remember that I will surely tell to my future children about you.
I'm sorry because I haven't seen you yet on your wake. I don't think I can. I promise I'll try my best to come this weekend. You know I'm planing to treat you on your birthday this December because I'll be having my very first car and I want you to see it. I know it's too late now.
Please say hi to Papajeng for me tell him I miss him too. I will miss you. May you rest in peace.
I love you...
Friday, November 21, 2008
I want food! food that is really really bad for me :-D
Right now I'm missing all American food. It's really different when you eat the local food at their local place versus eating it elsewhere, a good example of that are the fast food here i.e. burger king, Fridays, et al.
I want this food again. Mouth watery burger from Fridays top with bacon and cheese. Plus the mash potato yummy! It Taste really different perhaps for me..And the all time favorite spare ribs awww! God I'm hungry!
Happy weekend bloggers!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I had a cell group back then.It's kinda fulfilling knowing that while I was at school learning, I am also making a difference in the life of some people. So here are some shots from Red Crabs at Greenbelt...
Saturday, November 15, 2008
I will have to work on Christmas eve and New Years eve.
While every single Filipino family celebrates the most awaited season of the year at home or elsewhere here I am working
One of the most important filipino culture is the family bond. It doesn't matter if they are rich or poor...No "Noche Buena" or "Buena de Noche" food on the table...No fireworks..No Christmas gifts..No fancy Christmas party celebration... So long as their family is complete during this time of the year, they'll be the happiest people in the world. While the pinoys are celebrating Jeff is working...
Worst is I work night shift. And since I'm working in an American based company, every single holiday in here is not holiday at all for us (if it falls on weekdays) and if it's holiday in US it's still not a holiday for us in Manila and this only applies to Technical Support Engineers here, all others follows Manila holiday, which means the rest will have the opportunity to celebrate this time of the year with their love ones.
You might ask, there's this so called Leave right?! the answer is yes BUT only 2 people can file a leave in a day and we are 7, I'm not included on the privileged two. And I'm not a cheater to use sick leave on to get the Christmas and New years off and besides it's so obvious that someones making it up.
Honestly I've been saving all my leaves just for this season, apparently everyone does, so guess what?! we can't use them all at the same time. December 24 and 31 is Manila holiday and we are required to work. The reason why this bugs me this days is because I live alone in Manila, after shift I have no one at home *nadah*, now instead of gift giving to my god children I'm left alone at home with my mug of coffee. Also, this will be the first Christmas and New year that I am away from home since birth, technically! I think I need to make some changes into my wish list this coming Christmas *Sigh*
I remember watching 700 club last time, a pastor mentioned that the highest suicidal rate of the year is during Christmas season for the last 10 years and this is because of depression.Usually these are the people living alone even armed with wealth and fame, now I realized why.Mind you I am definitely not suicidal :-D just for the heck of mentioning it.
What adds up to my frustration is no one seems to care about this situation or to at least meet half way or some how see some effort in making this request possible, there was none. Defies the purpose of think customers.
Just two days! just two... I don't have absenteeism I rarely use my vacation leave. I just want the night of 24th and 31st of December. I can even report on the 25th night and the 1st of January night. Is that too much to ask? I will trade all my remaining vacation leave just give me the 24th and 31st *Sigh*
And who am I to complain? This is my bread and butter. This pays my rent. Provides med for my mom. Provides help to missionaries. Pays my bills. I'm just a small piece of sh*t in this corporate industry
I'll just sing Christmas carols on my workstation and light a fireworks on my lunch break to welcome new year...
I apologize for the angst. I need to write so the feeling will go away soon.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Having trouble constructing the intertwine thoughts on my head...
I ate 3 doughnuts earlier Pineapple filled, Bavarian, mocha Swiss... It's so sweet. I just love the mouth watery feeling, it gives me unexplainable happiness...I wanted to have more but I controlled my self and put the box on the fridge...
Just finished Heroes latest episode and guess what???!!. Nathan's and Peter's Dad got Hiro's power Argggh! that ends the episode. I can't wait to see the next episode.
I learned that writing here somehow removed my boredom. So, this is a great alternative instead of thinking things like why I am fat? How can I loose weight in 2 days? Is fit and right really effective? lol
I'm checking my belly button right now and the stinky smell has been healed *Happy* Now, it smells like baby powder like it used to be.
Rhianna and Chris Brown will have concert in Manila this weekend, too bad I don't have ticket, and because I'm saving money I will definitely miss the fun. I got one more chance though, I'll sneak in to Hassle's door and get her ticket while she's snoring *Grinning* lol
I want a book. I want something to read. I want it now! (demanding?)
'till my next post. Have a great day everyone. Thanks for dropping by to my none sense work :-D
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I don't know how to express a feeling into writing without being chuchy and stuff. I'm not also playing holier-than-thou because I am definitely not. I guess what I'm talking about is my faith. I'm the person who I am because of this faith. I consider everything futile without knowing Christ.
And from here on I would like to Testify the Love... I guess this song would better explain what I would like to do until the day of my last breath.
Album: Testify to Love
Saturday, November 8, 2008
OK enough of the cheesy part about Christmas. Let me go straight to the reason why I'm writing again. This is because I would like to post my Christmas Wish list here on my page. I wish I wish I wish...
DSLR Camera to capture a moment with quality and clarity. Tutal Uso naman ang photography ngayun sana pag bigyan nyo na ko *Grinning*
A Filipino Themed Adidas Jacket and the Francis M Filipino Shirt. I am a proud Filipino!!!
A western Digital External Hard drive. My notebooks internal hard drive is 80G only, so I guess I really need this specially when I have the DLSR cam :-D
Oakley Shades for my summer escapades come March and May. Calling friends from Canada and US mura lang dyan ipa ship na before Christmas :-D
I think I really need this a Thread Mill. I promise to exercise more come next year
So all has been laid before the eyes of someone-who-read-this. I know I may not have them on Christmas day but still I wish I could still have them. One thing is for sure even though I wouldn't get any of that wish, Jepoy is thankful for all the blessings that Jesus gave him.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Parental Guidance is recommended: Not a Good words to listen though, but it's kinda funny
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
First: Bangs look- Yes I have nag mumurang bangs because I can't afford to have a haircut in US, I got once lang yata sa wallmart. I got wavey hair, so it's hard to manage when it's growing plus it's kinda itchy when hair reaches my ears and chicks...
Hair cut courtesy of me. Yes i cut my own hair if it's really itchy and irritating already.
Second: Diamond hair style- Yes I like this haircut but I guess chamba lang ang pag kaka cut because no one can do this hair cut again not even the person who did it before Argggh..
Haircut courtesy of Davids Salon
Next is the Braid hair style: This was my boracay beach look.
Hairstyle courtesy of an 8 year old girl who do braid in the beach side for 180 php only. The process of doing this hurts my scalp but it was a fun experience...
last pic is the Afro hair style. Retro Christmas look from Dell. I'm not sure how to grow my hair this much and to look like this, really!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Going back, I was seriously alarmed. According to some decent postings online, it could be hernia and may need basic surgery (Ouch!) or It can also be a yeast infection caused by soap and water, dead skin formation deep inside the belly button. Now it's a lesson learned, when showering I have to cautiously wash and dry my belly button. It's a personal hygiene I know. It's not that I don't clean it at all or forgotten to that (defense mechanism?) Fine! I should be cleaning it and applying something to clean it more specially that I have a big tummy and deep bb :-D
This experience reminds me of a bad habit of sticking my finger on my belly button when I was little and put my finger on my little sisters nose or somebody Else's nose whenever we watch our fave cartoons at home :-D
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I find this very interesting...Hopelessly romantic?! :-D
When she walks away from you mad===[ Follow her]
When she stares at your lips===[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you===[ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you===[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet===[ Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignores you===[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away==[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst===[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying==[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking==[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared===[ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat==[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you===[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time===[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt==[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH ]
When she says that she likes you==[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands===[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you===[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret===[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes===[ don’t look away until she does ]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU===[ SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart===[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she says its over===[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-always call her when u know somethings wrong
-Pretty and beautiful is so much better...NOT HOT
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her?
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
OK, it's not what you think it was! The story behind that shot was this. It was after our shift, I gathered my team to announce my resignation effective after new year. I told them that I accepted the offer from Emerson and I will fly to US sometime march. Then, they have decided to go out and get drunk. I told them I don't drink but I found my self in the party place, a small crowded bar where everyone is dancing, smoking and drinking. I sat down on the corner while observing everyone. They gave me one pitcher of Punyeta which Mamu told me it was a non alcoholic beverage. I grabbed the drink and get a small zip..zip after zip it taste like four seasons. I get a little dizzy and feel like i was hammered on the back of my head, which apparently the team tricked me because they planned it. Ace our QMT suddenly sat in front of my lap and grabbed my back and was about to tell her "Ang bigat mo..." then next morning I saw this picture on my teams desktop :-D funny!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
1. First Backup your blog to be on the safe side. This can be done using the export-backup function or the old backup method.
2. Backup blog Template using select-all-copy-paste from your Template Code box (Template---->Edit Html tab) to a Notepad file and save it on your disk.
3. Find your BlogID Number : This is essential as it will be used in the next step. To find it login at Blogger.com and click New Post button on Dashboard under the title of the blog you want to upgrade to Layouts. The Create Post page will open with a blank Post Editor. Copy the content of the address bar. It will look something like this :http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBERCopy the BIG_NUMBER at the end of the address/URL.
4. Login at Blogger.com if you are not already logged in and open a new tab in your browser. Copy the URL below and paste in the address bar :http://www.blogger.com/customize-template-choose.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBER&templateName=MinimaReplace BIG_NUMBER with your BlogID Number you copied in Step 3 above. Hit Enter key on keyboard.If you have followed all steps correctly the Select New Template tab will open. Select your template and click the "Save Template" button.
NOTE : This is not same as picking another Classic template for your blog. The URL for that is :http://www.blogger.com/template-choose.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBERThe URL for picking a new Layout is :http://www.blogger.com/choosetemplate?blogID=BIG_NUMBEREnjoy!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
They have a nice massage ambiance with a very talented therapist who will treat you like a king, I have been there countless times and the experience is priceless :-D. The place is clean and well maintained. They have sauna and steam bath and lots of shower rooms. They have a big jacuzzi as well, however you have to take off everything to use it which I can't do :-D so I just enjoyed the steam bath and sauna before the massage. The massage is an hour experience starts from your head to foot, it's awesome! highly recommended to stressed people and depressed people too, to awaken the sleeping blood into all of vains. by the way, the whole experience is like 600 pesos only you have the shabu shabu food there already, not bad right?!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, thosefriends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly thegreatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touchwith are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize isthat they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty ormean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you wouldbe doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that youare going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with thesame people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe theyweren't so great after all. You are beginning to understand yourselfand what you want and do not want.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing andfind yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realizethat you have certain boundaries in your life and add things toyour list of what is acceptable and what is not.
You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatestforce of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenlychange is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear lifebut soon realize that the past is drifting further and further awayand there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do suchdamage to you or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyonedecent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe lovesomeone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talkwith your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to makea decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life foryourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd justlike to be a contender!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
What would you feel if you are accused of something you did not do intentionally or let's say someone ask why you do this, that nagging at your back like a Dad scolding his little child? maybe you don't mind.. some feel bad about it... others don't care at all. right? different reaction different persona, truth is I think in every thing that we say or do we should always always consider what others may feel. I believe there's always a better way of saying things without compromising the feeling of other individual. All people are not the same and that is a fact of life.
Ever heard of the book called the secret? I don't know yet what this is all about but I'm planning on reading this on the next couple of days. A friend recommended this before and I forgot about it and just recently someone recommended this book again. I would like to go back in the habbit of reading books once again and reading this book would be a great start.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
It has been more than two weeks since I started my diet plan. So far, I eliminated 10 lbs of body weight (Just diet without exercise). It was a small step but at least I'm stepping up one little step at a time. I really am looking forward to look better and feel better not for anyone else but for my self. My mind is still battling if I'll put my weight here :-) I decided to give a little more time para di naman disgusting..AHahaha
Wish me luck!
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Best Original Screenplay
Best Supporting Actor - Alan Arkin
Movie of the Year - Official Selection
Best Screenplay, Original - Michael Arndt
Best Actor in a Supporting Role - Alan Arkin
Broadcast Film Critics:
Best Ensemble Cast - Greg Kinnear, Steve Carell, Toni Collette, Paul Dano, Abigail Breslin and Alan Arkin
Best Screenplay - Michael Arndt
Best Young Actor - Paul Dano
Best Young Actress - Abigail Breslin
Best Foreign Film
Dallas-Fort Worth Film Critics:
Best Screenplay - Michael Arndt
Deauville Film Festival:
Grand Special Prize
GLAAD Media Awards:
Outstanding Film - Wide Release
Independent Spirit Awards:
Best Director - Jonathan Dayton and Valerie Faris
Best First Screenplay - Michael Arndt
Best Supporting Male - Alan Arkin
Iowa Film Critics:
Best Supporting Actress - Abigail Breslin
Irish Film Awards:
Best International Film
Los Angeles Film Critics:
New Generation Award - Jonathan Dayton, Valerie Faris and Michael Arndt
Online Film Critics:
Best Supporting Actress - Abigail Breslin
Breakthrough Filmmaker - Jonathan Dayton and Valerie Faris
Palm Springs International Film Festival:
Chairman's Vanguard Award
Producers Guild of America (PGA):
Theatrical Motion Pictures
San Sebastián International Film Festival:
Screen Actors Guild (SAG):
Outstanding Performance by a Cast in a Motion Picture - Greg Kinnear, Steve Carell, Toni Collette, Paul Dano, Abigail Breslin and Alan Arkin
Southeastern Film Critics:
Best Screenplay - Original, Michael Arndt
St. Louis Gateway Film Critics:
Best Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy
Sydney Film Festival:
Best International Film of the Year Award
Tokyo International Film Festival:
Best Director - Jonathan Dayton and Valerie Faris
Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture (Abigail Breslin)
Vancouver Film Critics:
Best Supporting Actor - Alan Arkin
Washington D.C. Area Film Critics:
Best Ensemble Cast - Greg Kinnear, Steve Carell, Toni Collette, Paul Dano, Abigail Breslin and Alan Arkin
Best Screenplay - Original, Michael Arndt
Writers Guild of America (WGA) Award:
Original Screenplay - Michael Arndt
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
It's 1:47 AM and still finding my self writing something about the book I'm currently reading shared by good friend of mine. I am actually in the middle of reading this book "Peaceful Warrior" from Dan Millman, and for those of you wondering why I am writing something when I haven't finished reading it yet. The answer is, I watched the movie already, yeah!,yeah!,yeah! I know it's kinda absurd watching novel based film when you are in the middle of reading it, but I can't help my self encouraging everyone to read the book or perhaps watch the movie, if your not into reading. The movie doesn't use the profound words on the book as a script, I guess the writer decided to make it easy to grasp. Imagine me reading some of the profoud nose bleeding phrases trice just to get the gist of it and internalize it. I'll soon post all my learning from the book, I just hope I'm not gonna be that oblivious from the thoughts to ponder :-P... So far let me share this OST video from the movie "Peaceful Warrior" for those who wanted a copy I can share mine :-P
Saturday, July 5, 2008
1. Madudumihan ang kotse dapat pag bumaba linisin ito specially kung nakikisakay ka lang..Dahandahan sa pagbukas ng kotse syepmpre nakikisakay ka lang..kulang nalang Wag pindutin ang pwedeng pindutin..
2. Pag aircon ang room wag maghubad ng sapatos kasi ang baho daw ng paa ko specially pag sosyal lang ang nakakaamoy dapat ispray ko ng konti ang perfume ko para mawala ang amoy
3. Wag basain ang sahig ng cr kadiri daw tsaka pag tumae ako tapos sya ang kasunud kadiri daw ang baho
4. Paghinatid ka galing sa long trip dahil pagod sya ibaba ka sa kanto lang which take note pwede naman iandar ng konti kasi kawawa naman ako ang dami kong dala...
5. Pag nag kamali ka ng instruction mag dadabog sa manubela na parang ikaw ang pinaka idiot na tao sa mundo...
Hindi ako mareklamong tao...Kahit kelan inde ako nag rereklamo sa mga sosyal inarte klasmeyt ko nung college at previous office mates...Pero pag napupuno ka pala di madaling makalimot sa lahat lahat... Siguro dapat cowboy lang lagi kasama ko parati yung tipong pwede kang umutut sa tabi nila ang effect ay mag tatawanan lang kayo... kasi pag inde baka maging BP ko ay 200/200.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008
.. I didn't resigned in Dell? Would I be more happy and fulfiled?
.. I just wen't directly to SG to find a job?
.. I stayed with my team to hadle them?
.. I didn't let you go?
.. I strive harder during college?
.. I let Mama Ester have her Chemo?
.. I have more than enough money not to work?
Should all the answer be better than what had happened? *Sigh*
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
It was a beautiful day to spend weekend. Gota lots of pictures which tested my modeling skill..ahahaha! here's one sample
The next day Kat flew back home. Early this morning, Stell paid me the big bucks with one box of coins placed in sinusitis med box, that was just sweet of her...Now I got lots of coins to dispose on the next days...I'm planning to eat at chillys and put the coins on the sinus med box and pay my meal.. I pray that the crew will not give me a face upon paying my bill because I did not make a face when I received them...
Thursday, June 19, 2008
living by… Enjoy life’s little treasuresJ
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars and you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be. And whatever your labours and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Katherine Esguerra Test Engineer, Asset Optimization
Emerson Process Management 835 Innovation Dr. Knoxville TN 37932 USA
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Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Each year, 182,000 women are diagnosed with breast cancer and 43,300 die. One woman in eight either has or will develop breast cancer in her lifetime. In addition, 1,600 men will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 400 will die this year.
liquid crystal about to overflow from the side of my eyes when she let me see the swollen breast on her right and say "konti lang naman yung sugat, anak" My voice was shaking trying not to let her feel my true emotions. But at the back of my mind I know for a fact that it was not just a simple tumor because it was black all over the sides of the breast, it was like rotten tumor outside. There was silence for a couple of minutes and I just ask her if it was painful although I know already the answer, she just said "minsan". I was amazed by her strength and determination, because she can still manage to laugh,cook for me when at home and walk around every morning. What kills me more is my incapability to do more than I could do to help her ease the pain.
After our short conversation, I went online to check for Breast cancer article and read more stuff about it. It crashes my heart when I saw the picture of the actual breast cancer patient and compare it to her... All fears flashes on my consciousness, Hot liquid crystals begin to flow through my cheeks... I went back to her pretending nothing happens. I ask her what does the doctor said about the thing, she said that the doctor informed her that it's stage 4 breast cancer. My heart beats faster but still, I manage to pretend to be OK. I just said God can do miracles and she agreed. She is indeed strong and determined to fight it, We and the rest of our big clan are always there to support her, although we are limited to what we can do BUT God is limitless and I hold on to His miracle...
fact: She is like third mom to me next to her sisters who really helped me understand discipline and love. Please Join me in praying for her miracle and continued determination to fight cancer. She does not want any doctor to touch it nor take any medication except for an ointment and boiled guava leaves, I think I understand her, she thought that we can't afford any chemo session or any expensive medication.