I was lying on my bed rubbing my belly up and down when I suddenly stick my finger on my belly button. I felt like there was a mucusy-sticky-thingy inside.Out of curiosity I sniffed on my finger to smell it and hell it smells like a fresh poop!!!! really stinky! But I can't stop my self from smelling it :-D... what is wrong with my belly button???? I was alarmed. I stand and observed if I can smell it while sitting, too bad I can smell the foul odor. It was gross! I grabbed my hydrogen peroxide and cotton buds and clean it immediately. As I pour on the hydrogen peroxide into my belly button it started to bubble like a water at its boiling point eiwwwwwwwwww!. So I cleaned and stick my finger to smell it-not that strong smell anymore though :-D I rushed on to my laptop to go online and search for causes and solutions of my problem... I dropped out laughing so loud because of the blogs and comments online.Funny!
Going back, I was seriously alarmed. According to some decent postings online, it could be hernia and may need basic surgery (Ouch!) or It can also be a yeast infection caused by soap and water, dead skin formation deep inside the belly button. Now it's a lesson learned, when showering I have to cautiously wash and dry my belly button. It's a personal hygiene I know. It's not that I don't clean it at all or forgotten to that (defense mechanism?) Fine! I should be cleaning it and applying something to clean it more specially that I have a big tummy and deep bb :-D
This experience reminds me of a bad habit of sticking my finger on my belly button when I was little and put my finger on my little sisters nose or somebody Else's nose whenever we watch our fave cartoons at home :-D
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Converting thoughts into writing
The spinning sound of my electric fan is bugging me, that's the only sound I'm hearing right now. Can't catch sleep, sun is shinning waving scorching sun rays on my forehead- the price to pay in working night shift. Don't want to turn on A/C, meralco frustrates me. I wanted to write something worth reading for but my nut head won't cooperate, darn it! Nothing to fancy happened today. Swamped with work. Talked to some racist who said bullsh*t because can't figure out why Autoranging doesn't display the units he chose and why it doesn't give the range he put on the input setup, jargon? sorry for that. Don't have time to talk to vince,mike,ohlee and alex (my cube mates) recently lots of happy clients waiting on option 5 and 6. Am I complaining? NO I'm not. Just wanna share stuff here then soon read it and laugh about it. On the brighter side of my mind. Looking forward on December my very first car is waiting for me *Grinning* (second hand lang, wag na mag react OK). Sister's birthday on November so as Mama Josie and Hans I have special gift for them a book "The Secret". Maeb is coming have to bring her to Shang for dinner, treat her to Spa as promised, bring her to Taal and Laiya Batangas beach. So far so good. I think writing here makes me sleepy, alas! It's bedtime...*Snoring*
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Emo mode
I find this very interesting...Hopelessly romantic?! :-D
When she walks away from you mad===[ Follow her]
When she stares at your lips===[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you===[ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you===[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet===[ Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignores you===[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away==[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst===[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying==[Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking==[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared===[ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat==[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you===[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time===[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt==[ Back yourself up with the TRUTH ]
When she says that she likes you==[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands===[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you===[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret===[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes===[ don’t look away until she does ]
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU===[ SHES HURTING INSIDE]
When you break her heart===[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she says its over===[ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-always call her when u know somethings wrong
-Pretty and beautiful is so much better...NOT HOT
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her?
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
Entry of the day
I'm burning some pictures on my laptop to save up space on my disk drive, when I get to see some of stolen shots from one of my previous technician at dell. Here it is
OK, it's not what you think it was! The story behind that shot was this. It was after our shift, I gathered my team to announce my resignation effective after new year. I told them that I accepted the offer from Emerson and I will fly to US sometime march. Then, they have decided to go out and get drunk. I told them I don't drink but I found my self in the party place, a small crowded bar where everyone is dancing, smoking and drinking. I sat down on the corner while observing everyone. They gave me one pitcher of Punyeta which Mamu told me it was a non alcoholic beverage. I grabbed the drink and get a small zip..zip after zip it taste like four seasons. I get a little dizzy and feel like i was hammered on the back of my head, which apparently the team tricked me because they planned it. Ace our QMT suddenly sat in front of my lap and grabbed my back and was about to tell her "Ang bigat mo..." then next morning I saw this picture on my teams desktop :-D funny!
OK, it's not what you think it was! The story behind that shot was this. It was after our shift, I gathered my team to announce my resignation effective after new year. I told them that I accepted the offer from Emerson and I will fly to US sometime march. Then, they have decided to go out and get drunk. I told them I don't drink but I found my self in the party place, a small crowded bar where everyone is dancing, smoking and drinking. I sat down on the corner while observing everyone. They gave me one pitcher of Punyeta which Mamu told me it was a non alcoholic beverage. I grabbed the drink and get a small zip..zip after zip it taste like four seasons. I get a little dizzy and feel like i was hammered on the back of my head, which apparently the team tricked me because they planned it. Ace our QMT suddenly sat in front of my lap and grabbed my back and was about to tell her "Ang bigat mo..." then next morning I saw this picture on my teams desktop :-D funny!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
The day that was
Today I took the IELTS test and hopefully get to score 7.5 or better so I can have the language incentive quarterly sayang din pang dagdag ipon for other plans. So here's what happened...
I was late by 30 minutes anong bago? Luckily, the facilitator can't conduct the Speaking part all at the same time. So when I arrived he already started with one of the examine. I remember the last time I took this I wasn't able to impress my bossing because I only got god-knows-what-score. So back to the kwento, We all went to the examination room after the facilitator finishes with one of the examine. The second part was the Listening, it's divided into four parts where you get to listen to a British thick accent conversation recording and answer all questions the right way, the good deal with this was, at least I get to answer all of the question. But I'm not sure if I have the right answers :-D The next part was the Writing, this is the part where you get to explain a UK graph that tells about the percentage of UK homes that uses modern technology and do an essay writing not less than 250 words. Well, I thought I'm going to be good at it because first of all I love blogging which definitely associated in writing stuff but darn it! it's different when your writing without spell checker and not typing.My hand writing sucks! :-D I hope i was able to meet the minimum number of words even I feel that I wrote none sense stuff on the essay. Next is Reading which I guess my weakest part of the exam. Why? Because after reading a crappy article about the bees and tourism, left handed people I will most likely not remember anything about it. So you'll know what happens if you get to ask me what's the best heading of the paragraph and fill in the blanks on the missing word on the phrase and the like. Last part of the exam was Speaking which has been my strongest point however, the questionnaire doesn't want me to showcase my extemporaneous speech talent :-D the facilitator asked me about my idea on Jeepney ingenuity as a filipino and the backwardness opinion of the people about it which for some reason I don't know how to answer. Don't worry I manage to answer the question but I wasn't comfortable 'coz all am saying was a crappy things. :-D I still hope I can manage to get a good score with this... I had fun though!
Monday, October 20, 2008
One Special Day
I sometimes forget how blessed I am. I somehow super emphasize on the things I haven't accomplished, things I don't have, things I can't have, instances of regrets in the past... people usually define this as pessimism. I would have to admit that I am dealing with this kind of attitude for quite sometime ,that's probably the reason why moving on has always been a struggle for me. I remember a friend gave me a book about negativity and how it affects you but I didn't have time to read it or maybe I don't want to read it at all for some reason. Talking about moving on, I just celebrated my birthday last Sunday. Early Saturday morning I spent time with some of Emerson friends with a good laugh and short talks at something fishy somewhere in libis, then off to my unit to fix my things and go home to spend the rest of weekend with my family. When I finally got home, I got teary eyed. There was a cake on the table from my mom and dad, feels like I'm 7 year old birthday boy again, everyone kissed me happy birthday. On my busy schedule my family is most of the time the least priority, not that I don't love them or the like. I just know that they are just around there supporting me all the way. I know that filipino core value stipulates strong family ties and this is very much a live in ours, but I always forgot it. And that one special day, I was once again reminded that I am so much blessed and I should be thankful to God for lot of things. All lessons from purpose driven life book is very much a live in me again. An important lesson learned on my one special day is focusing on what you have and not on what you do not have, live life to the fullest and be happy. Appreciate every person you have on your life they are treasures that you wouldn't trade for silver or gold. Share what you have and it will all come back to you. Most importantly, Chirst died on the cross for you and for me. Let me tell you a great story that changed me... email me at iamalivingsaint@gmail.com i'll share what I know :-D.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Yes im working hard for the money
I'm working hard please don't disturb :-D You see, mike caught me in the act of my version of working hard.. lol TGIF! and Happy Birthday to me.. Chillax everyone!
Fix for missing Layout tab
After searching I found a fix. Many thanks to those who suggests a fix stell and Peaches :-D
THE FIX
1. First Backup your blog to be on the safe side. This can be done using the export-backup function or the old backup method.
2. Backup blog Template using select-all-copy-paste from your Template Code box (Template---->Edit Html tab) to a Notepad file and save it on your disk.
3. Find your BlogID Number : This is essential as it will be used in the next step. To find it login at Blogger.com and click New Post button on Dashboard under the title of the blog you want to upgrade to Layouts. The Create Post page will open with a blank Post Editor. Copy the content of the address bar. It will look something like this :http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBERCopy the BIG_NUMBER at the end of the address/URL.
4. Login at Blogger.com if you are not already logged in and open a new tab in your browser. Copy the URL below and paste in the address bar :http://www.blogger.com/customize-template-choose.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBER&templateName=MinimaReplace BIG_NUMBER with your BlogID Number you copied in Step 3 above. Hit Enter key on keyboard.If you have followed all steps correctly the Select New Template tab will open. Select your template and click the "Save Template" button.
NOTE : This is not same as picking another Classic template for your blog. The URL for that is :http://www.blogger.com/template-choose.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBERThe URL for picking a new Layout is :http://www.blogger.com/choosetemplate?blogID=BIG_NUMBEREnjoy!
THE FIX
1. First Backup your blog to be on the safe side. This can be done using the export-backup function or the old backup method.
2. Backup blog Template using select-all-copy-paste from your Template Code box (Template---->Edit Html tab) to a Notepad file and save it on your disk.
3. Find your BlogID Number : This is essential as it will be used in the next step. To find it login at Blogger.com and click New Post button on Dashboard under the title of the blog you want to upgrade to Layouts. The Create Post page will open with a blank Post Editor. Copy the content of the address bar. It will look something like this :http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBERCopy the BIG_NUMBER at the end of the address/URL.
4. Login at Blogger.com if you are not already logged in and open a new tab in your browser. Copy the URL below and paste in the address bar :http://www.blogger.com/customize-template-choose.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBER&templateName=MinimaReplace BIG_NUMBER with your BlogID Number you copied in Step 3 above. Hit Enter key on keyboard.If you have followed all steps correctly the Select New Template tab will open. Select your template and click the "Save Template" button.
NOTE : This is not same as picking another Classic template for your blog. The URL for that is :http://www.blogger.com/template-choose.g?blogID=BIG_NUMBERThe URL for picking a new Layout is :http://www.blogger.com/choosetemplate?blogID=BIG_NUMBEREnjoy!
Arghhh!
I edited my blog site and I messed up. I'm trying to change the layout and add XML for a better page to look at and then save the changes. Voila! may settings are gone and I can't seem to find the option for layout to edit the page and add links, Stup! Now,I've lost my friends blog site and other links... Can anyone help me how to retrieve the layout tab so I can easily add links also when I edit my blog site? It's much easier that way though :-(
Thursday, October 16, 2008
The Spa Experience
After my business trip to US it has been my longing to have some relaxation like what we do regularly when I was with Dell. We regularly go to Spa house for a full body message experience with a nice cozy place to stay for long hours with shabu shabu food experience at a very low cost. This is the Wensha spa located in Roxas Boulevard besides the Star City Complex. Here's how it looks like outside. It's a Chinese or Korean inspired architecture with nice furniture and flooring inside the hall way, as soon as you step inside a receptionist will guide you trough the front desk to register and give brochure to see what they offer, when you're done choosing the package you want, someone will give you a pair of slippers and will get your shoes which is not allowed inside :D then you can start your ultimate spa experience.
They have a nice massage ambiance with a very talented therapist who will treat you like a king, I have been there countless times and the experience is priceless :-D. The place is clean and well maintained. They have sauna and steam bath and lots of shower rooms. They have a big jacuzzi as well, however you have to take off everything to use it which I can't do :-D so I just enjoyed the steam bath and sauna before the massage. The massage is an hour experience starts from your head to foot, it's awesome! highly recommended to stressed people and depressed people too, to awaken the sleeping blood into all of vains. by the way, the whole experience is like 600 pesos only you have the shabu shabu food there already, not bad right?!
People Around me
I mostly work night shift and because of my work sched I don't get to talk or see lots of people except weekends which is not a Filipino value after all. Anyways, I have my office mate picture attached here which by the way are the ones I mostly see and talked with almost everyday, and right now I feel like writing some things about them, although there are two missing person on the pix from my group (Alex and Louie). Guys from the left are Ohlee,Me,Vince,Mike and Marvin. Ohlee is the youngest and soon to be a father, he can talk all day without you talking. A very nice person, he loves her mom and her sister so much. He's into games PSP,PS2,Xbox,PCgames name it, he has lot's of things to say about all those. He loves history, I usually asks anything about history to him and he knew the answer for some reason. We both hate software orders because we always end up messing something up :-D. The next one is Vince, also a very very nice person. He always gives me goodies every so often. He is our software auditor who don't like auditing at all :-D. You can ask anything to him and can get answer nicely, he can keep a secret. His wife is very nice person as well which happens to be our office mate too. He gives good suggestion to almost anything I asks, when I ask if he has med or anything I needed at the moment, he gives it instantly if have it and offer to do something he can do to help me and to others as well, literally, a very good person. Next is Mike, my breakfast buddy, he is like angel Gabriel to all of us work wise, he shares everything he new. He don't look down for any stupid question. He makes you feel better even at worst happening in the office. He is the provider in his family which is very awesome work, we admire and respect him for that. One of our software order auditor too who don't like auditing as well :-D. we belong in a square space in the office me mike Alex and ohlee which is the best place to be, work wouldn't be the same if the seat plan is not like what we have. He is nice as Vince they are awesome. Next is Marv he has good work attitude, i guess that's all I can say I don't usually get to talk to him much. Next is Alex which happens to be not on the pic. What you see is what you get. A tough guy with soft heart, you can talk to him about cars and kids, a good provider to his family, he has a cute daughter and nice wife which has been my previous officemate. Lastly Louie, he is our lead and a previous officemate at Dell. A family man. Although we don't get to talk much comparing to vince,mike and ohlee I know he is a nice person also he seats far from us so we don't get to talk to him much. They are my officemates and I am thankfull to God for them. I hope I can be a good person who can extend a hand for them when they needed it.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Quarter-Life Crisis????!!!!! wtf!!!
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going alongwith the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things aboutyourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feelinginsecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then getscared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, thosefriends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly thegreatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touchwith are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize isthat they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty ormean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you wouldbe doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that youare going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with thesame people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe theyweren't so great after all. You are beginning to understand yourselfand what you want and do not want.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing andfind yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realizethat you have certain boundaries in your life and add things toyour list of what is acceptable and what is not.
You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatestforce of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenlychange is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear lifebut soon realize that the past is drifting further and further awayand there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do suchdamage to you or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyonedecent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe lovesomeone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talkwith your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to makea decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life foryourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd justlike to be a contender!
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, thosefriends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly thegreatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touchwith are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize isthat they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty ormean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you wouldbe doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that youare going to have to start at the bottom and are scared.
You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with thesame people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe theyweren't so great after all. You are beginning to understand yourselfand what you want and do not want.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing andfind yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realizethat you have certain boundaries in your life and add things toyour list of what is acceptable and what is not.
You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatestforce of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenlychange is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear lifebut soon realize that the past is drifting further and further awayand there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do suchdamage to you or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyonedecent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe lovesomeone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person.
You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talkwith your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to makea decision.
You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life foryourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd justlike to be a contender!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
1014 C P Campa
I was actually checking pictures out of boredom when I accidentally saw my old 1014 C P-Campers picture compilation which is by the way I always do when I can't think of something worth while to do-looking at old pictures, I have a basket full of these.
1014 C is actually our boarding house door number and it is located in Padre Campa street in sampaloc where the heart of university belt home for college students are at. I stayed there during my junior year in college up until the first year of working. This was an apartment for girls and boys, so imagine the riot if classes are postponed or holiday in between week days. Our land lady can't handle us at times and it's kinda fun sneaking around stuff at night and the never ending talks about school life and stuff, about our plans after graduation, the "tipid" meals just to save our weekly allowance, the love hate relationship, the out of towns, these are all the best times of our life. I just realized that these people has been my family for like 5 years, they have seen the worst and best part of me, they were true friends like a pure blood line, I was wondering where are these people now? I was able to meet up to some of them rarely, others I don't see them at all. Trough it all, our bond is still present even we don't get to see each other we still have contact, and im sure who knows? probablly one of these days we'll have reunion like the good old days.
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