Balentyms Na!!!! Say Cheese!

Siguro naman ay may license akong mag paka-cheeseballs kasi valentines day ngayon? Pagbigyan nyo muna si Jepoy please lang. Korni na kung korni, kebs! Ang lahat naman ng tao'y may kakornihan sa katawan ayaw lang ilabas. At least ako isang araw lang naman 'to. Go!

Hindi naman ako makata para gumawa ng magagandang tula tulad ni Glentot, although, I tried to write some shit pero wala talagang sense parang ako lang talaga ang pwedeng makaintindi. Sadyang tago ang meaning ng bawat taludtud ng obra ko. Lumalabas ang totoong kulay ng dugong torpe. Pusong nilimot.Pusong nasaktan.Pusong umaasa.

Yep, magaling akong makipag debate, marami akong impressive logical point about life and stuff na kapag shinishare ko ito marami ang nakikinig. Good conversationalist ako. Kapag meeting naman sa office marami akong bright ideas. Kapag na ngangailangan ng feedback madali akong nakakapag compose nito. Sa kwentuhan madali akong maging bangkero at kayang kaya kong i-manipulate ang grupo na makinig sa mga kwentong barbero ko. Magaling akong story teller sa mga kiddies sa Charch namin. Napapapaniwala ko si Mama na kaya ako nag ka-kabagsag noong college ay dahil sa pagiging incompetent ng professor ko at uber hirap ng course na kinukuha that only special people can finish it.

Pero pag dating sa pag tatapat ng feelings. Kamote. Nadah. Bokya.Zero. Palpak ako parati. Or natatameme at na ibabaling ang usapan sa ibang bagay. Naikukubli ang tunay na motibo.

dahil balentyms susulat nalang ako ng ma cheeseballs na sulat para sa isang taong sumisilip sa blog ko. You know who you are this is for you.

Hi,

Happy Valentine's day to you.

The thought of me touching you again feels so good. It feels so right even it's wrong. I just wanna look into your eyes again. Like the first night that we spent together. I wanna watch you sleep. I wanna watch you eat. I wanna watch you laugh. I wanna watch you crack stupid jokes. And that makes me happy! You make me happy!

I don't know what and who makes you happy now. I know it's not me. I wish I am but it's not.

Today I'm gonna have to go with someone just to give it a shot and I am not being fair to myself. Because I still have the thought of you. I think this is the right thing to do though.

I hope that this time of the day you think of me just for one freakin' second that means a lot, you know. I hope you'll say happy hearts day too. I hope you look forward seeing me too. I hope one day just one day we'll be together to be so free and happy.

Though you hurt me and you are unaware of that as always. I will be the one to blame because I chose this.

Happy Hearts day to You!

Love,
Jepoy

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