It has been Years and I thought I have moved On
2AM I was awaken by a dream about You and Me
I am looking into your eyes again, finally!
You gave me a smile and gave your warmest hug
I missed those smile. It was so perfect
I missed looking into your eyes just like that
We were crossing a bridge full of water and mud
You were running and I am following as fast as I can
You looked back and gave me a sad sad look
You weren't saying anything just like before
Not even a word. Just a simple wave of goodbye
I ran so fast not to let you go, but you were gone like a mist
I opened my eyes and realized that I have been dreaming
I thought I have erased you in my head for good
It's not fair for me. I must move forward far from your shadow
I have never been comfortable talking about you to anyone
I hate my self for wanting you more. It's not fair for my future
You can't just conquer my dreams to remind me of the past. That's not fair!
I think I should try harder and double the effort
BUt, honestly I wish I can time travel just like in the book
To go back in time when things are perfect for you and me-And freeze there
But there aren't magic and time passes, people changed. So do I
Now I am facing my future with Optimism. No thanks to you.
When you return to see me sometime, I'll just cross the bridge when I get there