This is a very emotional side of Jepoy so paki-close nalang ang window kung hindi na maatim pa. Tenchu po!
An Open letter to my Mudrax
Una sa lahat gusto kitang batiin ng isang Happy Birthday!!! (Yung Hug sa Saturday nalang pag uwi ko) Kahit parati mo naririnig ito sa'kin eh sasabihin ko parin ng paulit-ulit at syempre may meaning, "I Love you So so so Much raise to positive infinity Mama..." ('yung kiss at gift ko sa saturday nalang din)
Ma' maraming maraming salamat sa lahat-lahat. You know you will always be part of my success and will always be proud of you. Given a chance to choose my own Mama, ikaw parin ang pipiliin ko. Yes, I know you are not perfect but for me you are the best. I can't put in words my expression of love for you 'Ma. All I know is I am thankful to God for giving me such wonderful Mom like you. Kahit na pinipilit mong Trimonya ang pangalan ng Trinoma at kahit na ang tawag mo sa Red Ribbon ay Blue Ribbon eh wala akong paki alam dahil you're my one and only Mama.
Mama, maraming salamat for taking me to my first day of school kahit may work ka pa noon, at dala-dala mo pa ang Camera nating may film na 12 shots habang naka office uniform ka pa. I'll never forget when I saw you smile 'nung nag recite ako pero mali naman ang answer ko. I remember how you were so proud when I recite my first Poem "All things bright and beautiful" on stage. You were so proud like the proudest-Mama in the whole wide world. While I was reciting the poem I was looking at you the whole time, kasi kabisado mo rin yung Poem ko and you said I will do great. You always believe in me. I never told you that I appreciate that so much. You were clapping so loud when I won. Bumili pa nga tayo nila papa ng bibingka to celebrate it. You know what, I may not have the fanciest lego gaya ng kabitbahay natin, wala man akong mamahaling robot pero I never felt I was deprived because you explained everything well. Also, thank you for all the palo and pingot dahil ngayon ko na-realize ang value nito sa pag katao ko.
You were working but you have managed to give your 110% just to take good care of us. You dedicated your life in working and family. During my college years there was a point when we don't have money for our tuition fee and pambayad ng dorm dahil 'baon na tayo sa utang. I saw you crying sa nag fi-five six para pautangin ka ng pera. I was so helpless, I offered to stop schooling but you said wag kong iisipin ang pera. You don't mind doing that for our future dahil parati mong sinasabi na edukasyon lang ang kaya nyong ipamana sa'min. Until now I can't imagine paano nyo na pag dugtong-dugtong ang pera para makatapos kame ng kolehiyo at the same time maka-kain tayo tatlong beses isang araw.
I never see you na nakipag away ng grabe kay Papa infront of us, not even once and I know that is kinda hard kasi hindi naman parating okay ang buhay natin. I have learned good manners because of you. Lumaki kameng may breeding. Until now pag masama ang pakiramdam ko I admit that I still want your touch, isang haplos lang sa likod ko using Coconut oil or Green cross rubbing alcohol gumagaling na ako.
I'm sorry if I haven't been a very good Son to you although, you always say that I am a good Son pero I feel like I haven't given back what you deserve. Ma' thank you for everything and to this very special day I would be giving you my love dahil ayaw kong mag ka-regret that I haven't shown you how grateful and thankful I am to you.
Nga pala happy Mothers Day to my number one fan! I love you Mama. Gusto sana kitang kantahan kaso wala akong makitang magandang Pyesa kaya nag hanap nalang ako ng favorite song ko para sa'yo. I-pag sho-shopping kita Mama sa Saturday pinag handaan ko 'to basta wag masyadong bongga ha. Love you and this song is really really dedicated to you. I love you so Much.
Little Drummer Boy