Say what?

It's Been a while since my last post. I don't have a thing in mind to write about, there was no special thing happened over the course of time since my last post. I kind off thought I just needed something new to do these days...

like start my own small business perhaps, now I'm a business minded (lol). I'm not getting any younger, almost all my batch mates are starting to build their family and raising their own kids, getting stable on their career and here I am still a five-year-old-minded kind off guy who never takes life seriously. I should be starting to fund my savings account at this point, should be thinking where I want to settle and build my future family *Sigh*

I really want to go and stay in new place in a little while, a place that I have never been or a place far from everyone I know. I know it's weird but this is what I want at a moment, this can change overnight though.

Happy Birthday Mom!

This is one day late. But I want to create an entry for my Mama. Cheer's to senior citizenship Mom, I wish you more birthdays to come and more meaningful days to come your way, and by the way I love you so so much.

Thank you for bringing me to this world, thank you for fixing my cloths every week, for cooking my favorite "sinigang" every time I want it, for raising me as better finesse young gentle man, God fearing person, for giving nothing but your best to us. If I were to choose another Mom again, I will choose you again again :-D

And that my soul know very well...

This song reminds me of the time when I have nothing, a time were I just purely rely on God's grace on my every decision, plans,dreams. it's not like I have everything now BUT I was just reminded when I was in my junior year in college, God put back the pieces of brokenness in me.

This song has been my life song back then, I sometimes get teary eye when I listen to this while praying. My favorite line on the song is "When mountains fall, I stand by the power of Your hands and that my soul knows very well" I was able to inculcate that into my mind.

You know, everyone may turn their back on us, our world my break into pieces, our body can be stricken but the Lord never ever fails to rescue us all the time.

I hate my self for only getting my knees into prayer if I'm sad and everything is not falling into right place... I hate my self for listening to this kind of song when I am downcasted and at my lowest point.

But the Lord loves David so much although he turn his back on God many times. The Lord still chose David as a king...

I miss my quite time with God.